1. |
creepy intro (2021)
00:10
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welcome to my songwriting brain the last 5 years!
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2. |
the road ahead (2017)
01:00
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and here we are, the road ahead
split like a dead end for me and you, friend
got juxtapose and dissonance surrounding the brim of our innocence
we'll keep in our heads
with napkins by our chest
we'll pass the plate for the fork in front of our path
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3. |
off to the dirt (2017)
00:58
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off to the dirt for poor little i
brushing off the dust from the corner of my eye
felt the sweeping coming from you
shallow breathing surrounding the news
now i'm departing off the center of the road
tickets to finding my dream before i'm old
watching myself
i'm all by myself
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4. |
there's a light (2018)
00:21
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there's a light in the distance that you can find on the road
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5. |
it's fine (2020)
00:32
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it's fine
keep on breathing
you've got more than you could ask for
your plate's full
keep on teething
take a break when you're needing
you're fine!
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6. |
furnaces (2017)
01:00
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"in my life i find melding on the lines" (unheard)
heat sits and rises
but outside, no surface
walking furnaces furnaced by witches
who give considerate projection to my head
in life, i try to find out what makes sense.
walking under the skyline
cuz every time, the truth shakes my hand
i get a grip of none of it
so tell me it's alright
like a paradise
can we take some to realize?
empty light arises
hugging waters with no depth
they get in my way thinking that i'm
searching for a second sip
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7. |
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i can't even be myself
i keep trying too hard!
and i'm making stuff up as i go in the same phrases
and i just want to be something else i couldn't find
in all my ways
i couldn't be mine
what's the point of being present if i can't even give myself?
what's the point of being alive if i can't even speak my mind?
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8. |
vidgame 1 (2021)
01:03
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ya i'm a gamer
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9. |
meadow (2019)
00:51
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meadow
i can't seem to resist seeing you
you've been on my side, oh faithful greens, so many times
i made a wish in your pockets to patch me up
oh and i can't lose another day you bring me life
you find me right
without my tryin'
i wouldn't fight
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10. |
quarter til fire (2019)
01:29
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oowe ya ya
waiting on a quarter til fire
i bet i could catch some wind before night
take a second to soak the gaze
in my awfully peculiar ways
i keep finding these easter eggs
hanging by the heaven's horticulture
though i'm not religious bout the things i say
try to keep the green under the sunrays
and keep a fresh state of mind
a couple deep breaths will do me in time
try to keep my ankle sleeves folded up
so i could flood into the water and be an
inverse phoenix
in the sea
basking yippee
on the scene
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11. |
wide awake (2019)
00:57
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i've been away from my own mind
to try to gap me from the signs
wide awake, i'm wide awake
to find
oh
it's alright
i heard some talking from the outside (oh)
i cut the weight off of my sigh (oh)
and i'm shaking from the thought of it again
to do, to do
i
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12. |
ladder climbers (2017)
00:53
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there's not much to say
i'm making more mistakes
falling up and down this ladder
maybe time will tell you how much i'm tryna see you
pushing off away, this mountain
. ...
.........
.....
can i even push a difference today?
up to almost never, i can't break
looking off in the distance
overcasting clouds on my vision
covering my brace
so, i take a parasol, fall, and smack it on my face
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13. |
baby i miss u (2020)
01:00
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baby, i miss you
i really wanna kiss you
it's dramatic, i know
but i really wanna hold your hand
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14. |
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i would draw you a picture
if it could change your perception of me
it's kind of unfair
what your emotions have been for weeks
it's not easy
to hold this in my chest
I don't know what set you off
from me.
A week has passed and it seems you can't find me
I've been here all along, i'm not sure if you're looking or if i'm just waiting for you
to tell me you've given up already
I'm not in a hiding place
don't tell me i'm being elusive both nights and days
i realize you've given up so i guess i'll get out of your way
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15. |
i wasn't thinking (2017)
01:00
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i wasn't thinking, yeah
i wouldn't bite
a way to keep on moving
just doing my time
found myself singing alone
with nobody home!
should i stay inside?
I gave two fucks, going out there
now i'm left with none
undressed my heart for some good times
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16. |
bruises (2017)
01:00
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you've got nothing but bruises in hands
letting go all of your steam to the rhythm
though you've got nothing but worries on stance
finding the strength in your grip
blue and red
numbed to the bone
but you won't listen!
blue and red
you've got a marker to forfeit
but you won't see it!
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17. |
PROJ BRY AND TJ 1 (2021)
04:07
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BRYANT:
Wish you were here
we moved so damn far
I wish you were here
I feel alone in my car
I wish you were here
we came so damn far
i know that you're scared
i'm at awe with these scars
you always tell me that it's for the best
"forever" is a word that i held to my chest
and I wish that you were still here
and we made it through the weather
cuz the grass on the other side is exponentially better
we got views from the roots to the roof
they wanna speak that evil
but i only hear the truth
they try to tell me she the devil but they ain't got no proof
damn, what i got to lose?
fuck it. got no excuse
we was permanent like tattoos
i'm at the sermon in my booth
pastor asked me, "what's wrong?"
i told him just "to get out
i got some feelings trapped inside
that i really gotta let out
and it might just get evil
and you might just call your people
cuz i don't even know how i feel inside
even though i'm living life
some things just don't feel right
you used to be my light
now, that light don't shine
now, my stars don't align
yeah, my heart is confined to a different life of mine
yeah, a different life of mine
TEEJY:
I've changed
I'm a different man
you were there for me
i've never had that
special kind of somethin'
i'm missin' your hand
got me feelin 1
when hunna's lost on me
tried to call you
but you don't even want it
baby
we've split our ways
got me ringin' out your luscious taste
here's to being 1
here's to being 1
get these bitches out my face
ridin' solo and i'm setting a pace
hope that when i'm back
don't need your embrace
hope you know that i'm a mess for your smile
and i'm sorry for acting like a child
i am future shit in the making here
and i'll try to do you proud
cuz i'm grateful for what we had
now, we're grown up
but on different lands
so long, farewell
we be trekkin' after undergrad
*7 hour instrumental outro*
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18. |
aye u sexy (2017)
01:00
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i got a peek of sunshine in the daylight
and she was waiting to find somebody to love
so we start playing
she was amazing
she lost the wind of her mind
on the inside
and she's still fighting with open eye
so what's the problem
when i'm still fighting?
she tries to breathe
even under water
searching for another breath of fresh air
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19. |
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I'm not supposed to hide from my own study time
Sometimes, I do it anyways
because I changed my mind
and well, i need a break
brain's got a tummy ache
when i go back to the lab
i'll find my zone again
study some psychology
find out what makes us great
i'll find my inner flow
and call it a good day
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20. |
my own way (2021)
00:38
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i've been looking left and right in spite of my own way
afflicted by an ancient wound that still feels fresh to me
pacing,
i'm swallowed by my room!
that takes me
and shades me
and shakes me
when i'd lose
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21. |
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i'm here!
but i'm outside the window
how did you find me in my daydreams?
an empty space for me to stay
and label all of the things that i have placed
oooooooooooooooooooo
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22. |
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"sad boi energy increased by 10!"
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23. |
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not that you should stop trying to breathe like someone else
you should be inspired to stand with the giants
but see
you are not them
you are yourself
your grounds, your ups and your downs
see the world like no one else has
it's not easy
so forgive yourself when you're wrong
you got it
i don't know the rest of this song
so i'm improvising this shit
where i'm going
tell you in a couple
*cane pulls me off stage*
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24. |
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couldn't find my heights
like i've lost my mind
you've kept me on
hope i didn't waste your time
cuz when i walk, i glide
and the earth seems to rise
each time i sigh
with the wind in the night
keeping close to your insight
with the message in your eyes
that we'll get by
if we aim like we're wired
to the hopes in our insides
in the middle of our highs
was good to see you
in the pits of my life
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25. |
poppy bacha (2021)
01:58
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dazed
my eyes are watching the sea
fall in west coast
someone tell me why every time i think im not okay
i feel a breeze telling me otherwise that i should stay
and these internal crises are stronger when i'm high
what do you want to be when you've grown up?
i don't wanna be anything other than what i wanna be
i can't even see what's ahead of me now
i've been looking back
tracing paths as far as i can see
with each track i wonder
am i bubble boy with bubble destiny?
i keep on thinking that i shouldnt be
but oh well it's the spell
take my shit and try to work some more gains
ya ya ya ya ya ya ya ya ya ya
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26. |
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1 of my most nostalgic and favowite songs
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27. |
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i wish i wasn't scared of almost everything
afraid of being brave while i am fermenting
i have been better
partially embittered
i wish i saw myself
like i do someone else
who takes upon themself
the right to be themselves
i have been bitter
trying to get better
every night, passing by, stars in my eyes
i can't find a reason why i fight
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28. |
covid anthem (2020)
00:59
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how's it been?
quite awhile since we last met
only the best wishes from an old friend
lockdown has been crazy
and i have been lazy
no "when" like covid season
new kind of lonely
desperate for your attention
i wake every day expecting something different
but i don't ever change!
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29. |
cowboy song (2020)
00:49
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howdy perdner
i was wrigglin' round the covers on the edge of my bed
i kept working every night to get these demons out my head
lest the damned
i made a plan to smooth the corners up instead
in this box that we all call life
they say laughter's the best medicine
but what about Advil?
i keep taking 2 most every 2
but cured to no avail
i toss and turn and often yearn
at the life that I once had
it was with you
my old dear friend
got me turnin' like a mercedes-benz
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30. |
vidgame 2 (2021)
00:46
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gamer alert haha!
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31. |
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my fuckin' shitty neighbor, Ron
won't quit mowin' his lawn!
he's such a bitch
i wrote this song!
so maybe he could learn to shut up!
one night
when he hears my passive aggressive complaining
oh - wait, this didn't work
i spent 3 nights and days in a row just singing this song
outside my open window
so i guess i'll go sick em mode
ron, shut the fuck up
you got too many mowers
just pick one!
stop cutting your grass most every night
don't be a bitch
i got work in the mornin!
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32. |
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i kept chasing you sans your interest
so what can i say when i'm alone?
twiddling my thumbs
hoping they don't reach out
i've been a bother to you
i'm locked in a frame
got me like a snowman
in a world of orb and globe
shake me round and watch me flow like
aaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhh
waiting round this awful town like it's a 9-5
and when i look outside
i'm blinded by the light
cuz all this time, i've been inside
afraid to use my thighs
but lately, i've been choosing to take the wheel and drive
cuz i can't stop looking into our love
and i can't take the thought of splitting up
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33. |
"it again" (2021)
01:29
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yeah
you can say it again
we never had a chance as friends
but i'm thinking bout you all the time
do you think the same?
cuz i can't walk a mile without you in my mind
maybe i could fix my shit sometime
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34. |
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good wake young blood
the one capable of jovial presence
i hope that you do well
and you have lots of fun
tough times
we've held along the way
couldn't tell you how we got so high
maybe it's all the doobies from the ride
but even still
i keep looking down!
waiting for a sign
i never thought i'd make it this far
caught me by the collar
my new self
has got me thinkin'
about this precious experience
and wearing comfy pants
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35. |
Sunshine (2021)
01:21
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Sunshine likes to sing when it wraps my brain.
Falling out, I'm wasting the view!
(Here's me watching the view)
Neverminding my heartache with sunsets and day ends.
I'm not worried too much!
Night time swings like a brick, but that shit happens.
I just hope that I get my 8 hours of sleep!
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36. |
keep waking (2022)
00:31
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i keep waking from this dream in my head
every time i try to go to sleep - beauty rest -
fall into another world where life is no test
and i just vibe with you and your mommas and the rest
but we all know that our souls feel unrest
even llama yogis and their folks could attest
most the sentient lives here on earth are suppressed
that's the start of nature without nurture to digest
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37. |
raindrops (2019)
01:00
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i kept my love on a rainy day
inside my windows
to watch the raindrops
drift away, slow, on the other side
wondering if i were there, falling softly
would i be free or somewhere between of playing the game, following the motions, and losing my wits off
gravity pulls down on me as i look back on my sunny days
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38. |
broken heart (2017)
00:59
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i found my broken heart awake
emptied from my crown
formless is my headspace
some traveler stopped me in my path
day and night
i hear again the words they made
lingered in hands
have heated in my grasp
when i think about you
your words becoming real new
shook my whole ground
shook it around
shook my whole ground
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39. |
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uh huh
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40. |
drmnkun dremns (2021)
01:38
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shawtyeet
you've been eatin those beans!
i smell em from your jeans
yeah
christmas pterodactyl swoopin' ya
cuz you dun stink!
ya stink, kid!
psh'aw
T got you divin' in his sauce
or at least that's what i'll say to y'all
when i get lost
cuz i don't know how to process my faults
self-defensive pitches from my mind
my mind
take two - fake a new fitness
it's not my first time
being unempathetic to my current situation
i been spittin' shit and i've been gettin' patient
losin' worry of creative suspension
from an unrelated pretension
thinkin' for the first time that i'm vibin' in this bitch
i got a lotta mental weight lost
and i still floss every inch
every night i look in the mirror and i fight
up to some berated diss
just before i lose my mind
take another drink
fresh air to my belly
and notice that i stink
i stink and i'm proud
i stink and i'm proud
i stink and i'm proud
i stink and i'm proud
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41. |
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42. |
wut is this (2021)
00:27
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Looking out I feel misled - my heart in reality. I got a fairy tale instead of my why's. How does it feel to be unassured, and gladly?
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43. |
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i'm in a new year
with half a winter left
mental collision alerted by the earth's white crest
summer left me optimistic standards that i've failed to meet
a few hair ties that i probably shouldn't keep
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44. |
catch a vibe (2022)
01:12
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catch a vibe
on a friday
i spend a better chunk of time on a clock
my peace, stationed, recharging
i'm getting lost in my thoughts all the time
how can i capture this sentiment?
so i can look back and know that it's okay?
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45. |
impact (2018)
02:03
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I'm holding down
All of my horrible idiosyncracies
As they pour out
Into the mess of my infinite suffering
Whats that about?
Just throw the towel
No way, I'm perfect
Never, i'll get there
But ill keep on trying
Ill keep on trying
My best
Is not enough
And i'm hopeful to make an impact
Even when im alone
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46. |
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we are so B.I.T.C.Hly
taking every day under our wing
yeah we're the best
we've ever been
so don't you worry bout a goddamn thing
cuz even though we're suffering
we'll make it!
and we know it
we're here to fly
shelter on our back
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